An Elul Lie
Elul. Twenty grinning bosses frocked and leering come to tame you with horns of Gabriel blowing incantations you first heard fall like silver neutron hatchets from your mother’s mouth to pin your heart to the cracked timbers of your cage. They know naught of the power you peel from the night hidden from all eyes. […]
Teshuva: Shame or Guilt?
A bit of anthropological metaphysics.
Stuck Inside of Elul with the Tishrei Blues Again
Love and Fear in Elul (part 1)
Bear with me: Ted Cruz and Jeb Bush helped me understand a mind-bending discourse on love and fear.
Smells Like Elul Spirit
Writing about it won’t help. I’m so angry. I’m so angry for being born and for being in this place. Not really. not authentically. Not in a way that I’d want to reverse the process of being born or being in this world. See, even that’s not real. And that’s part of why I’m angry. […]